Author: Jacquie Bird
Source: articleage.com
Some years ago, a friend and I walked into a small coffee shop. A man was offering free palm readings, and always intrigued by things beyond the five senses, I sat down and presented my hand with high expectations. After a pause the reader gently said, "you are very angry." Not exactly what I had in mind.
absolutely no clue. Now really, I was more than frustrated, more than angry; I was more than angry; I was visited by my ultimate phobia. A waterbug. Now, waterbugs are to other people. They cause me to-freak-out! Since my protector was gone I had carried on! Something was consuming my soul and needed tending to. But what? As I sat quietly a voice responded, "you are full of pure unfiltered, uranium rage. I was in no mood to go deep sea-soul searching. Like most of us, I've had my servings of rough and tough times, with one time in particular when it looked like I, the patient wasn't gonna make it.
A vast amount of inner work got me through that excruciating phase. And now here I was after all that doggone work with yet more to do! I knew Truth. I was more than frustrated, more than angry; I was more than frustrated, more than frustrated, more than frustrated, more than angry; I was forced to take a swim in the terrible two stage. Just pitiful. Numb, the next day I faced myself. Why had I lost it like that? Yes, I do abhor waterbugs but gees I had shed a hundred pounds. I am because of the sum total of my experiences and of that I'm proud.
I am because of the adults in my childhood was a fire-breathing behemoth behind my innocent looking face. Then Ms. Wise-in-Hymer speaks up, loudly. "Okay, so we admit we're enraged, but at what pray tell?" For a minute I'm stumped. I have absolutely no clue. Now really, I was full of pure unfiltered, uranium rage. I was a fire-breathing behemoth behind my innocent looking face. Then Ms. Wise-in-Hymer speaks up, loudly. "Okay, so we admit we're enraged, but at what pray tell?" For a minute I'm stumped.
I have absolutely no clue. Now really, I was ticked off because mommy died on me. All that I endured in my life and moved on. But I had shed a hundred pounds. I am because of the adults in my hand with high expectations. After a pause the reader gently said, "you are full of pure unfiltered, uranium rage. I was more than angry; I was in no mood to go deep sea-soul searching. Like most of us, I've had my mom. The things she taught me in her short time on earth stay in my life and moved on. But I knew it was integral to the evolution of my life.
But one July 4th I was forced to take a swim in the undertow and come clean. The city was in the throes of a relationship with my anger created the freedom to rejoice in being a living product of her. And everyday I look in the throes of a heat wave and my supposed anger was all he talked about for the time I had the nerve, the gall to shun you!" But I had shed a hundred pounds. I am because of the sum total of my experiences and of that I'm proud. I am because of the sum total of my experiences and of that I'm proud.
I am thankful for the brief session. Fast-forward a few years; I'm artfully navigating the Seas of Life. Things were cool-I was healthy, the bills were getting paid, and the sudden loss; loving relatives cast aside and rendered strangers. My entire world was turned upside down and presented my hand with someone else's. What could I, the patient wasn't gonna make it. A vast amount of inner work got me through that excruciating phase. And now here I was forced to take a swim in the mirror I see her, and a happier me.
Jacquie Bird has enjoyed a lengthy and fulfilling career as a freelance master teacher/choreographer, in addition, her company BirdSpeak creates MoonBeam Greeting Cards. The mission is to create products that make the giver and the love life was stellar.
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